January 27, 2012

this is how i feel most of the time, lonely.

you stare around. you realise all you're left with is yourself. you realise no one is ready to be there forever. you realise things change, you stand there and watch things go by like you're in a car on a highway.

when no one is going to be there forever, you're left with yourself. you cry, and hope your tears hold back a few sympathetic glances. people turn around and apologize, they can't help, they have to go.

this is your choice, you chose it, you finish it.

no matter how many times you fall and no one is ready to pick you back up, you have to come back up yourself.

you have to tell yourself it's a lesson, things will get better, you will get better.

one day when you wake up to the brightest sunshine, shining warmly into your face, you will realise life turned better, you became better.

all the wounds were healed, you will have the courage to smile, you finally have your own happiness.

live on this goal. the pursuit of happiness shall never stop. even if reality slaps you in the face and stops you from moving on, you need to stand up and tell yourself, life's getting better.

it will. you will.

come out from your own world, realise that life's got better ahead, you're more worthy than this. don't even try to shed tears in front of people, don't let people know how much you're wounded. stick to the norm, don't think of getting out, you're not capable of it. admit it, no mtter how hard you try you're only there.

so be happy with what you have now, be contented, believe god has a better path for you.

you will be better!

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