more than a thousand miles, you'd better learn more than bloodshot eyes

My friends and i went for movie for 2 days straight. Both movies were good, i mean it was meaningful, at least.

It was... *drumrolls*

WE NOT NAUGHTY

&

THE VIRAL FACTOR

(:

we not naughty is basically a singapore based movie that (as usual) points out singapore's critical problem, it was nice. Mainly 'cause i damn agree with the problem la, LIKE OBVIOUSLY.

I'm just too lazy to blog about it, so you should go watch it (: worth watching!

anyway viral factor was obviously good 'cos most actor in it are like, award winning. except jay chou. but he was great as well! :D only nicholas tse probably was gazillion times more experiences HENCE he was able to bring out every single expression and feeling pouring out.

I think half the cinema was crying, EXCEPT FOR YEETENG AND I HAHAHHAHAA :D

(as usual) we don't actually cry at sad movies, we laugh. I mean there are parts whereby it's so funny haha, especially when the movie character cries or something, i dunno why but we tend to laugh 'cos their expression is very very funny hehe :P

worst audience i know. :D

anyway, tomorrow will be a big day.

secretly, i'm very glad that i've got 10 weeks of break from school and i really do need it. :D eventhough boredom strikes and most of the time i slack and rot at home, but a break from school is just FABULOUS, (like duh) RIGHT? RIGHT? yes.

and i'm not joking about how dissapointed i am with myself, for i NEVER reach up to my own expectations, and i'm really not as happy as i thought i would be. when i was 13, teacher asked us to write about our "strengths and weaknesses" heheh and my strength was "bersikap positif" , which, after years of cruelty from education in singapore, slowly faded. i'm totally not exaggerating if i say i'm the most pessimistic human being around my peers. :/

i don't wanna feel dissapointed and sad anymoreee! why la. i don't like waiting for results what am i suppose to do? ): I wanna go back home and cuddle and squeeze with my mom in a warm and cozy bed in the super cold bedrooooooom :@

unfortunately that's not quite possible AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

if you're read one of my posts (long ago tho), you should know i dread changes. i don't like to change, i like stability. I don't want people come telling me that i've to wait and wait and wait for certain results. this really suck :/

i wanna be very positive about this, and i am gonna learn to be a better person from today onwards. (:
p/s: im not gonna say what "good person" involves because that will reveal my weaknesses!

I just.. wanna learn to be better! :D

go go go! :D

goodnight earth!