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good morning ladies and gentlemen. (:

i promised a post after o levels, so here it is (: finally, like finally. It's over. The battle is over! :D after 2 years of hardships and works, finally i sat in the exam hall, before every paper, preparing myself to give my best shot.

and i'm proud to say that during the exam, i tried my best. I did everything i can. So if it comes out screwed (crossed fingers please don't screw it), i will tell myself that's my capability, and i've tried my best.

Lets just put it this way, O levels is an important hurdle to me. Good grades count of course, but after everything, it's the process of trying to reach beyond far, that touches my heartstrings. For i know that this experience, people sitting together in the study hall to mug for the big Os, people waking up at 7 and sleeping at 2, just to study a tad bit more, it's an once in a lifetime experience.

"The day has come. O levels is in less than 45 minutes' time. This paper will kick start the end of my secondary school life in Singapore. Come on Kean Lynn! You are not worth JUST THIS but a hell more than this! Go in with pride, read the questions carefully, write beautifully, hand in your script confidently. You paid for this shit, money, effort, LIFE. So get this shit done like a boss. LIKE A BOSS. You studied so hard for this, don't give yourself a chance to regret! Chin up, ace this hit. Throw the trashes back to their faces! Show them, show yourself, YOU DESERVE IT, for excellence is never an accident. You can get it done, with style, with pride. YOU CAN BLOODY NAIL . THIS . SHIT . "

I wrote this on the 24th October, the first day of my o levels, 45 minutes before my first English paper.

Now it's over. For 2 years, i taste freedom. Freedom that belongs to me. Freedom that i know, i've been going after for 2 years! Now it's here, in my hands. And trust me the feeling is bloody awesome.

Now the SPM candidates must be writing furiously!

peepos! it's your time to show your potential, don't give yourself a chance to regret, don't.

Okay so i've been going around having the best fun in 2 years! (:

buffet at carnivore, bicycle rides, numerous dine-out dinner with the usual people, and ALOT OF DRAMAS AND MOVIES HEHEHE :D

not to forget packing my books to be inherited my juniors and to be recycled. You know the damn good feeling when you pile all your books and look through them and tell them "hey dude, we're over. i'm gotten enough of you so goodbye"

DANG AWESOME (:

hahahahaha okay i shall go back to my drama! bye:D